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Always Taking Sides

This last few days I’ve been reading blogs from soldiers fighting in Iraq. I’ve also been reading the comments on those blogs, and some related materials from people around the world. The recurring theme throughout those comments has been how polarised people seem to be in their views. They are either ‘for’ or ‘against’ the war, ‘for’ or ‘against’ the assault on Falluja.

The second battle of Fallujah
The second battle of Fallujah

People write as if it’s entirely black and white …. the facts, they say, either show we are wrong to assault Falluja or they show we are right. Are things not vastly more complex than that, with all manner of things going on, all manner of motivations, actions and consequences? How can something this big ever be purely right or wrong?

Taking Falluja as an example, if the soldiers are sent in, then surely a multitude of seemingly good consequences and a multitude of seemingly bad consequences ensure? So many different people are affected in so many different ways, so many people act with so many different intentions, how could it be otherwise?

And if the soldiers don’t go in, and things are dealt with another way, then isn’t it the case that again there are many different consequences for so many people … how can it be black and white …. so simply right or wrong? For whom, at what point, judged in what way? … a blanket judgement which covers all aspects of the situation for all beings, for now and ever onwards? Is there any utility in making such judgements?

A dreamworld of our own making

I’m not saying it doesn’t matter what is done, I’m not saying there are not differences … I am saying that things are massively more mixed and complex than simple yes/no right/wrong ‘sides’ can ever convey. And in taking those judgements and sides, we totally falsify the way things are, and just lose ourselves in a dreamworld of our own making.

On the ground vs the big picture

As an aside, something else that struck me was reading the descriptions of the soldiers experience on the ground, as they experience it. And how very different that was from the types of things talked about when discussing the rights and wrongs of the situation overall. The big picture seems so removed from the small picture. The soldiers considerations, in those very moments were so utterly different from the things being discussed from the top. And again, for those soldiers, they work with a range of possibilities, within a particular circumstance that is given for them … within that, they make choices, but don’t choose at that moment the overall paradigm.

And how that is for us to, wherever we are …. making choices within a range of possibilities. How did that range come about, within which we make our choices, but which we cannot directly alter itself? Through our past actions of body, speech and mind, through our karma, the direct consequences of our past choices. This is the teaching of the Buddhas … we inherit what we create for ourselves. Sometimes it’s clear what we are able to choose between, but frustrating what we cannot change.

A heartfelt prayer

Returning to my start point … may all beings find peace and safety, and know the difference between skilful and unskilful actions. May we see the nature of how things are, and let go of the tendency to falsify that with dualistic views and perceptions. May all beings arrive at the peerless peace without limit.

Renault Prayer Flags

Advertising flags outside Renault showroom
Advertising flags outside Renault showroom

It’s funny how mind works when it is filled with the fullness of vision of Vajrayana. Right out the window of my office where I work are some flags advertising a car showroom. The flags flutter madly in the winds, often against blue skies and racing clouds.

How similarly shaped are these flags to a certain type of Tibetan prayer flag! Aside from the more common ones threaded on strings, there is a style on long poles which are almost identical in style and proportion. Everytime I see these flags, I think of Tibet, think of the Dharma, and think of prayers flying out to all beings. From a distance I can’t see what is written on them, and even if I could, it wouldn’t stop the sense that these are indeed prayer flags, benefitting beings. It’s not just that they seem like that to me … but they are like that in actuality. What a strange and wondrous thing our sense of ‘what is’ is!

It struck me today that if there is ‘Renault’ written on the flags, then is the word ‘Renault’ flying out across the world blessing beings? πŸ™‚

The limitations of view

Gone are the days when scientific materialism limited my view of what is and what could be .. limited to a cold, dry mechanical universe, so small in scope and being. When I see the beauty of the flags, and the beauty of the sky behind, my heart soars and my mind fills with bliss.

May the blessings of the Enlightened Ones sooth the hearts of all beings, bringing peace and laughter to our oft-troubled minds.

Death Is So Close

Driving in to work this morning, it really struck me how close to death we all are.

Flying along the road, I was continually inches away from crashing into another car. One momentary misjudgement, on anyone of a hundred different drivers part, and the result would have been dramatic. More than that …. how many thousands of parts are in my car, and everyone else’s, which continue to work and keep me safe. One component going, and any of us could spin off out of control.

15th century skeleton painting
15th century skeleton painting

We rely on our assumption of the best

How is it that we assume that this will not happen, that all the components in all the cars will continue to work, and that all the drivers will make good and safe choices at all times?

Obviously we cannot drive with fear in our hearts, expecting and fearing such things. And yet we don’t drive as if they might happen, with safe distances, with safe speeds, with a ‘what if’ in mind either.

And more than that, we are usually not aware of the fragility of life, how we take it for granted that our karma which supports our life will not run out, and that we’ll make it to work again today, safe, and in one piece!

Aware of the fragility of life

It would make no sense to fear what might happen, and it would be truly difficult to drive in a way which would enable us to cope with these things happening, but an awareness of the fragility of life is something which is possible. Bursting along the highway, it’s easy to feel that fragility at such speeds. And what is more, the flip side of that … this precious human life, equipped as it is with all the conditions for the spiritual life …. how valuable that is, and how tenuously we hold on to it.

Life can end at any moment

Life can end at any moment, in a thousand different ways. Some are swift, some are not, some are painful … we have no idea when or how. But one thing is for sure … it *will* happen. And when it approaches, will we think … I wish I’d done things differently?

Will we care about those TV programs which seemed like such a need, mere entertaining trifles?

Will we care about the thousand and one things we possess, imagining they will somehow ‘make things better’?

Will we care about promotions, money, ambitions, likes, dislikes?

Reflecting as we approach death

What will we care about as death approaches? …. a life well spent, filled with love, and going deep into the nature of what is, an exploration of what it is all about?

Life is so fragile, death is so close. Driving in the fast lane brings that home, but it’s that way all the time …. fragile and uncertain. How to make this life a life well lived?

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